Utter Craving

What's going on? Why have you not come?
Desperation courses through my veins
Deep craving desires are the very beat of my heart
Still in restlessness I await your appearance

Cries, only heard within, beckon you to me
From inside, a feeling of weakness gushes into view
Everyone can see it now
I'm helpless without you

Another day, another week, another month
I stand as my reflection in the mirror
Peering back at myself and the life surrounding
I must be doing something wrong

My very soul is panic-stricken
I fear what I cannot control
And desire what I seemingly cannot have
Yet you promised me that my end would be fulfilling

Oh Lord God, Whom my soul craves
Show me your glory!